zis is ze blog.

I'm blogging because my mouse failed. hahaha. and now I can't DotA with the guys. irritating. it's what you get for choosing cheap.

my sis screwed up my 3 key too. the key has sort of loosened and now it's bouncing all over the place. need to go to FORUM (siols!) to get it fixed. I gave tomorrow's 4-hour shift to somebody because it's not worth travelling for an hour plus to work 4 hours. fulfillment's worth more than 16 bucks, boys and girls. :) write that down.

so I could haul my lazy ass to town (where the heck is Forum?) to get my Vaio fixed tomorrow, but I don't wanna go alone, it'll seem so lonely and sad as hell.

I know this is so irrelevant for whoever's reading (thank you for reading), but hehe, I'm so bored and I just wanna type, and blog my thoughts.

take this scenario. X loves Y, but Y loves Z. Z doesn't seem like to like Y much though. hahaha. how sad is that. Y's a sad dude. sad sad sad. bugger that. see, that's why I don't blog much. because everything's made public. I can't even type names! hehe. protection of privacy lahhh.

I wanna watch Role Models! because it's starring Christopher Mintz-Plasse, the semi-retarded dude from Superbad, which I just (finally) finished watching. I want to watch The Wrestler too. and I will, even if I have to do it illegally.

sometimes I admire popular people. how's that for randomness. how's this whole post so far for randomness. :)

this random GUY sent me a sunflower on Superpoke. hehe. watch this space kids, see how THIS love story develops!

since we're on love, only God's love is perfect. people can claim all they want that they love each other, but they still fail. God's love has never failed me. it's has never failed you either. or you. or you. or YOU. yeahh. I have felt God's love (!) and I'm so scared to seek love from people now. because just as I'm at my lowest, tadah! no love to be found anywhere. haha. love exists! it just isn't reliable if it's conditional. e.g. I'll scratch your back if you scratch mine. once your scratching isn't helping anymore, I'll find somebody else who CAN help. I made the last sentence up, haha. but it makes sense.

why do people set criteria for their life partners anyway? sure, it serves as a guideline, but doesn't it always turn out that the person you fall in love with is totally not what you were expecting? haha. God has a way of surprising you, everytime. still, I know what I'd like. maturity. it attracts me. this probably means I'd spend my life with someone totally immature. haha!

should I put a tagboard up? haha. since I know that hardly anyone knows this blog and that I'd be super disappointed and dejected when nobody tags. see all my insecurities showing? praying to God to let me overcome these. hoho.

I thank God again for friends. because I have no idea what I'd do without them. thank God for God too, because He is all I want, and all I'll ever need. :D

I guess we'll never know. it'd have been great to have known though.