yes! I haven't abandoned this blog yet. HAHA. yeahh. been adjusting to school and all. the RMT tutors have been saying bad things about Benjamin Chan leh. HAHA! that I was very slack last sem, and whatever. it's really true man. people tend to be looking elsewhere when you're doing positive things. then they JUST HAPPEN to have their eye on you when you're, say, slacking.
it doesn't matter though. gonna try to do my best this sem! one last year to glorify God in my studies!
you know, I really envy those who are able to serve God alongside the rest of their family. it's really awesome yo! like I wish I had like a Dad who's older in faith, and can talk to me about deep spiritual things. I mean, I know he'd be there if I needed like say, relationship advice? or things like schoolwork and blah blah blah. but regarding the things that really count, I'll probably get scoffed at by the people closest to me. still praying hard for my family's salvation, because it's kinda sucky having to go it alone, with my family not being supportive of the one thing that means so much to me. :| if you read this, you're obliged to pray for me too. :D
